Finally a day off with out the hubby around. Such a grouch when he got home the other day. Were is my birthday cake? Why isn't this done? What did you do the last two days? It looks like you are in the same place as when I left. Boy oh boy would I really love for this to just stop. I can't seem to get a break. Can't seem to do anything right for him. Always complaining that i don't get things done and that i don't listen to him. And the critisism that I get all the time.
Well I have the dishes done today. And all is caught up. I got out in the garage this morning and did a little saw dusting. Also broke a couple of blades on the scroll saw as well. Bummer! I do not like changing them. It is such a pain to do. So quite for the day out there. Did get a little done though. More signs made for craft fairs coming up. Just hope after all this work I am able to get into them. They are juried fairs so have to submit some of my work to be looked at. I have one craft fair on September. Am going to be sitting out side. Hope to heck it doesn't rain that day. Or have bazing hot sun. I can't stand either.
Last week we went to the PNE and walked around for a couple os hours. I don't think it is worth the price they charge. First it is 20 bucks for parking and then 25 bucks to get in. There is 75 bucks aready and haven't even stepped in the gate. The sun was shining pretty hard that day. So was hot and sticky. To buy a drink to cool off there is another 5 bucks. At least we didn't eat there that probably would have cost a fortune too. Now another cost is if you want to go on the rides. another 60 bucks for that. Not a cheap day if you ask me.
So for the next two days after that I was in such pain. I could barely move. He wanted to walk and walk and walk. at the PNE. By the time we got out of there I was not walking too straight. So ofr the next few days the walking and standing was not much better. I had pain from my shoulders all the way down my back and into my legs. Sleeping was the worst part. I coudn't move anywere without something hurting me. Work was not much better. Standing for 5 to eight hours a day just made it worse. Then I come home and want to relax a little and all I get asked is what are you making for supper. You can't sit down you have to get this domne or that done. I don't know why you never clean iout the dishwasher. I don't think he will ever understand that arthritis is very painful and just getting off my feet once in a while would help me out a little or maytbe even him helping me once in while would be a godsent.
Hm, last week he made pizza. I thanked him for doing that deed for me and making supper and he said what I just put a frozen pizza in the oven. That wasn't making supper. I thought it was great that someone else would do something around here. He didn't get the point.
Yeah I know I am frustrated today. I am trying right now to figure out how I can stop working because it is taking such a toll on me just standing all day. I really hurt by the time I get home. I would love to quit but were would that leave me. With a pile of bills and no money to pay them..I got my info on my pension at work. For ten years work I would only bring in 157 bucks a month. That wouldn't sustain a fly in these days. So maybe medical UI for a while and then see if I can get on disabilty. or get my CPP pension early. I doubt that would work either but I am going to try. Work and home life are just piling up on me. With looking after everone in the house and trying to keep myself healthy as well. Maybe just chuck it all and go on strike and not do a dam thing. I know that won't work because everyone expects you to do eveything around here.
Well it is time to start working on supper so will leave my frustration behind here
Take my pain away from the computer and put it into the kitchen.
'
